Tuesday, April 17, 2012

Why not me?

This is probably a question many of you have asked for a variety of reasons in your lifetime.  Today I am pondering it from a different perspective.  I believe all the things that happened in the Bible, even the supernatural things that happened to average every day ordinary people, are true.  I even believe they can happen today.  But I don't see myself as a recipient/conduit to those things happening today.  I totally believe that they can happen to and through other people, but I find myself wondering why I don't think they can happen to or through me.

Is it that I do not feel worthy to have supernatural experiences?
Is it that I do not really know my identity in Christ and therefore miss the supernatural in my life?
Is it that I simply am blinded by culture and society that rationalizes away anything of a supernatural nature?
Am I just missing it?

Why not ME?

Am I not a child of the King?
Do I not have the same spirit in me that the early disciples had in them?
Am I not a joint heir with Jesus Christ?
Can I not trust that He is willing and able do all things through Christ in me?

The answer to all of those questions is most definitely yes.  So I will ask the question with a different emphasis.  WHY NOT me?

The tone completely changes from questioning my usefulness, to questioning why it isn't happening in my life.  It certainly can, and sometimes even does, and I simply mistake it, rationalize it or miss it all together.


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